I'd bust a move but I'd break a hip.

It's quite hard to dance when you're so exhausted!! I've never been so busy than I was these last couple of weeks. Swimming is exhausting, badminton is exhausting, biology is stupid, physics is death and English is annoying. I'm not being pessimistic this is my point of view from a lack of sleep. Music class is getting annoying too. School is just annoying can't summer come already? Baah. In physics we did a project where we calculated things according to yellow lights, it was really stupid. I blame the ministry of transportation. Baaaah.

Yes, I did use a cat to animate how boring days are lately.. I'm too busy to go out for free time. It's a weird feeling being so busy. My friends plan days to hang out weeks in advanced because of my crazy schedule! Oh how things change in a year. Last year I had so much free time it was crazy and now this year I have none it's unhealthy. I really need to take up playing the cello again! I haven't been playing in oh so long I'm becoming so rusty..

I'm so slack in the morning, I don't really care, I usually end up going to school looking dead. If I have swimming or badminton in the morning and it's just a scramble to make it to class on time I look like this:

At least her skin is nice.

My LUSH is pissing me off.. my products aren't working for me. Well the toner is great I don't like my scrub though.. I'll need to buy a new one soon..

I hate how my hair is after swimming. No matter how long you wash your hair for you still smell like chlorine and if you don't have time afterwards to blow dry your hair it drys really weirdly. Or at least my hair does. I usually put it up in a messy bun... a lot of emphasis on messy.

Though I don't think her hair smells like chlorine.

Also she does have a killer shoulder.

I am a culprit of bad blog postings.. I know I say this in every post but I am really awful for doing this. Also my posts are boring and it sounds like all I do is complain. I'm starting a project, hopefully this will be a success. I'm going to be making my blog posts a lot more interesting. I'll try posting at least twice a week, that's more sufficient than once a month. Hopefully with this upcoming project my blog won't be so boring and maybe I'll actually get some readers. I'll be experimenting with a lot of new things! The best is yet to come! Stay tuned. Also if you haven't already check out my other blog.

The cautious don't live

THAT'S WHY MY LIFE IS SO BORING.


Time: 5:20 pm. Location: Computer room. Mood: unsatisfied.

I have come to realize that I am very boring. Despite my best interests to maintain a fun and enjoyable life, I find myself yawning at the most random times. I'd hate to say that my surgery has caused me to become so boring but I find it is true. I can't do anything without the help of my parents. It's the worst feeling in the world. I know I had surgery and all, but I don't like being treated like a baby. They mean well but they should stop it. I was watching Princess Diaries, and there was a part that I particularly was fond of. I can't remember how it goes exactly but it went along the lines of "The brave may not live long, but the cautious don't live at all". A light went on off in my head, and I knew exactly what that meant. I was too cautious, I was very needy. I'm going to change that.

I don't ask my parents for help anymore. They insist on helping me, I yell at them. When I'm hungry I get up and I slowly walk towards the kitchen. It takes me about 5 trips until I can sit down at the table and eat, but I am getting exercise right?

The point of the random post is that, you can do it. I was doing my exercises today and the pain was unbearable. I'm on phase one on the recovery, it's day 6, and well I'm healing VERY slowly. I told my dad I can't, he told me that he never wants to hear me say that again, because I can't doesn't exist.

EMPOWERMENT.  Hahaha sounds like a Rapport add. But the difference is, I didn't spend $700 to learn that I can do it, I got a free lesson from life.

I'm sewing a doll. He/She will make their debut soon, when i finish sewing them.

Until then, you can hide in the car, or you can walk to the front door.
That made no sense to you, but perfect sense to me.

xx

Let's believe what we want to hear

The sun's harsh rays have burned my back. The redness will fade and it will look like a good tan. Though tanning of any sort is not good for your skin, it feels great to be under the sun. Summer is the only time when I can gain some colour in my skin. I'm so pale, my friend calls me albino. THANKS FRIEND.

My surgery is on Tuesday. I'm so nervous, it's my first surgery. I'm getting ACL reconstruction surgery, which I was to get 3 years ago; better late than never. I'm being quite optimistic despite my pessimistic personality. The glass is always half empty as apposed to half full.

I need to get a job. Right after my surgery I am going to submit my resume and hopefully work on weekends during the school year. My year is going to be packed. With a full schedule, clubs and hopefully jazz band I will have no time to breathe. I'm being a drama queen, yes I am indeed exagerating. I've always said
"What's life without a challenge?" I stick by it. I never take the easy route, because in life there is no easy route.

My friend Bertie, (click on her name to be linked to her blog) said the absolute most funniest thing to me today. I'm not going to give all the details (because it is a conversation between her and I) but she told me "if everyone starts being asian i'm gonna go learn spanish" haha it was amazing I loved it. Yes Bertie I gave you a shout out! Haha :D