Euphoria

Oh how weird are my thoughts. I set my alarm clock on and set it high away from my bed, so that when it rings I won't reach over and just turn it off. So this may seem normal to everyone but I react quite differently. I wake up 1 hour before the alarm is set to ring, if I turn the alarm off I drift into a sleep that is so heavy I end up waking up hours later! If I keep the alarm on I can't sleep, because I am afraid of the sound that wakes me up. Loud sounds are a tad bit scary, just a tinsy bit. When I am sleeping those sounds are even worse.

I am the odd person, I rarely have a good dream, for every night that I close my eyes to sleep I experience horrifying nightmares. No wonder I'm so on the edge, I can't escape from these nightmares but I don't mind. They do give me a lot of inspiration, for my art, my music and especially my writing. My friends don't like my art, they say it's too dark, well blame my nightmares.

I really admire Tim Burton, he's a freak! Just like me. The things he comes up with are un-real, it makes me look like an amateur. The dark side of things, it's so amazing. I'm not a dark person, don't get me wrong, I love color but I enjoy the mystery of dark art. I'm not a gory artist, I just would rather sketch with black than pink.

"You may hate on me now, but in the future you are going to wish you were nicer to me"

So my work isn't appreciated, who cares. Okay I do, but the truth of the matter is, everyone is a critic, and there's nothing you can do about it. I don't give up, actually the fact is because I didn't I've been given so many opportunities.

This wasn't what I had to write about but still.

Notice the new look of Wowzapalooza? It's yellow! I decided to choose some more color as fall is coming up and I love fall fashion.


Speaking of fashion, who went shopping today because they woke up 1 hour early and didn't want to turn their alarm clock so they wouldn't sleep in? It's me silly!

So yea, I'll tell you what I bought.

Clothes, a bag, make-up brushes, and two pairs of shoes! I am in love with the shoes, love love love them. I bought a beautiful scarf, I love it. Today has been nothing but euphoria.

Now you know that I have nightmares every night, and that I love shopping. I'm thinking of making another blog, dedicated to the arts, but I won't leave this blog, I love it too much. I need to find a blog fitting name. Wowzapalooza by Dea, and now something else. Hmm, guess that's my new project?

xx