The cautious don't live

THAT'S WHY MY LIFE IS SO BORING.


Time: 5:20 pm. Location: Computer room. Mood: unsatisfied.

I have come to realize that I am very boring. Despite my best interests to maintain a fun and enjoyable life, I find myself yawning at the most random times. I'd hate to say that my surgery has caused me to become so boring but I find it is true. I can't do anything without the help of my parents. It's the worst feeling in the world. I know I had surgery and all, but I don't like being treated like a baby. They mean well but they should stop it. I was watching Princess Diaries, and there was a part that I particularly was fond of. I can't remember how it goes exactly but it went along the lines of "The brave may not live long, but the cautious don't live at all". A light went on off in my head, and I knew exactly what that meant. I was too cautious, I was very needy. I'm going to change that.

I don't ask my parents for help anymore. They insist on helping me, I yell at them. When I'm hungry I get up and I slowly walk towards the kitchen. It takes me about 5 trips until I can sit down at the table and eat, but I am getting exercise right?

The point of the random post is that, you can do it. I was doing my exercises today and the pain was unbearable. I'm on phase one on the recovery, it's day 6, and well I'm healing VERY slowly. I told my dad I can't, he told me that he never wants to hear me say that again, because I can't doesn't exist.

EMPOWERMENT.  Hahaha sounds like a Rapport add. But the difference is, I didn't spend $700 to learn that I can do it, I got a free lesson from life.

I'm sewing a doll. He/She will make their debut soon, when i finish sewing them.

Until then, you can hide in the car, or you can walk to the front door.
That made no sense to you, but perfect sense to me.

xx