Euphoria

Oh how weird are my thoughts. I set my alarm clock on and set it high away from my bed, so that when it rings I won't reach over and just turn it off. So this may seem normal to everyone but I react quite differently. I wake up 1 hour before the alarm is set to ring, if I turn the alarm off I drift into a sleep that is so heavy I end up waking up hours later! If I keep the alarm on I can't sleep, because I am afraid of the sound that wakes me up. Loud sounds are a tad bit scary, just a tinsy bit. When I am sleeping those sounds are even worse.

I am the odd person, I rarely have a good dream, for every night that I close my eyes to sleep I experience horrifying nightmares. No wonder I'm so on the edge, I can't escape from these nightmares but I don't mind. They do give me a lot of inspiration, for my art, my music and especially my writing. My friends don't like my art, they say it's too dark, well blame my nightmares.

I really admire Tim Burton, he's a freak! Just like me. The things he comes up with are un-real, it makes me look like an amateur. The dark side of things, it's so amazing. I'm not a dark person, don't get me wrong, I love color but I enjoy the mystery of dark art. I'm not a gory artist, I just would rather sketch with black than pink.

"You may hate on me now, but in the future you are going to wish you were nicer to me"

So my work isn't appreciated, who cares. Okay I do, but the truth of the matter is, everyone is a critic, and there's nothing you can do about it. I don't give up, actually the fact is because I didn't I've been given so many opportunities.

This wasn't what I had to write about but still.

Notice the new look of Wowzapalooza? It's yellow! I decided to choose some more color as fall is coming up and I love fall fashion.


Speaking of fashion, who went shopping today because they woke up 1 hour early and didn't want to turn their alarm clock so they wouldn't sleep in? It's me silly!

So yea, I'll tell you what I bought.

Clothes, a bag, make-up brushes, and two pairs of shoes! I am in love with the shoes, love love love them. I bought a beautiful scarf, I love it. Today has been nothing but euphoria.

Now you know that I have nightmares every night, and that I love shopping. I'm thinking of making another blog, dedicated to the arts, but I won't leave this blog, I love it too much. I need to find a blog fitting name. Wowzapalooza by Dea, and now something else. Hmm, guess that's my new project?

xx

he's climbin in your windows, he's snatchin your people up

Before watching the amazing video below scroll down to the bottom of the page and turn off the playlist. The music will speak for itself.

he's climbin in your windows

he's snatchin your people up

tryna rape em so y'all need to

hide your kids, hide your wife

hide your kids, hide your wife

hide your kids, hide your wife

and hide your husband

cuz they're rapin errbody out here

you don't have to come and confess

we're lookin for you

we gon find you

we gon find you

so you can run and tell that,

run and tell that

run and tell that, homeboy

home, home, homeboy

we got your t-shirt

you done left fingerprints and all

you are so dumb

you are really dumb--for real

you are really, really, really, really so dumb

i was attacked by some idiot in the projects

so dumb, so dumb, so dumb, so

chorus

bout 5'9", 5'10"

coffee complexion, low cut like a caesar

with some little waves in his head

clean cut, very smooth face

seein my sister when i walked in

he had his hands around her neck

first thing was to pull him off of her

and that's what i did

chorus

well, obviously we have a rapist in Lincoln Park

are you serious, my boy?

i got your t-shirt

i got your scent

i know what shoe size you wear, my boy

so you can run and hide

but we're gonna find you, find you

chorus x2

I can walk without crutches but it is much harder. I went out with one crutch, you can tell which people were polite. Many people stepped aside, others were so rude and acted as though they were better than the rest of us. I stared holes into their heads as they were intolerable. Some people now a days.... Well I am never going to go walking with one crutch again. It's so much harder and the stress on both my legs is insane!

xx

Shop till you drop

My family and I went shopping today. The thing that bothers me the most is when I have to go out and I feel exhausted. I woke up to the sounds of workers building or fixing something on a house. It annoyed me so I just got up.

ANYWAYS.

So what did I buy?

A loose tank top-ish kind of shirt and 2 pairs of jeans. Yea I didn't buy much but I was on my feet all day so I think that the saying shop till you drop works in this case ha ha.

Very exciting news, later on this week I will start posting DIY tutorials as I have nothing better to do with my time except do it yourself stuff. Exciting...yay.

Haha, just kidding, a lot of hard work goes into the tutorials so I hope that you will watch them and like them.

#5- I don't have a middle name

In 24 hours I had to exchange my phone. Not once, but twice. I've had 3 phones in the last 24 hours. WOW ! As many of you know, I got an LG Xenon, it's a touch screen and in the first two cases when I had to exchange my phone the screen broke. I need to be extra careful with the screen and not press it down to hard, but I am so horrible with touch screens, I am really not used to them.

I am a bookworm. I love to read, because when your reality isn't what you want it to be, it's nice to escape for a while. My posts are really lacking these days, but I did go shopping so I hope to post another lookbook outfit sooner or later.

OH and I plan on uploading to my youtube channel soon, I've started filming. I got a brand new editing program but I'm such a loser I don't know how to operate all of its amazing features! Anybody out there who knows how to use Sony Vegas Pro 9.0 want to help me? Hahaha.... or I'll have to start helping myself.

It'll get interesting, I promise :D