Hello to you all, I see you have found my page. How absolutely lovely. I hope you weren't frightened by those two zebras! Now why would you be? It's just a picture, but you see, sometimes pictures can be frightening...
I am absolutely thrilled ever since I received an amazing gift from my parents. Today, I blog from a different location. Where are you blogging from Dea? I am blogging from my bedroom, my parents were so kind as to buy me a laptop for school. I was so thrilled, do you know how much more comfortable it is to blog from your bed than a hard chair? It is SO much better, but when school comes (the day is slowly creeping up) then the free spirit inside of me will be trapped as I need to study everyday because diplomas are coming and I'm scared out of my wits. Despite the immense amount of bravery I may appear to have, I am afraid of 3 main things. Heights, time and failure. Heights because I am afraid of plummeting to my death, and also I feel no such sense of adrenaline, my body numbs with fear. Time is an interesting fear, it's not so much a fear as it is a nervous bugging hassle. You see I find there are so many wonderful and interesting things to go but there is never enough time. There are so many books I'd love to read but there isn't simply enough time. Whenever I walk into a bookstore (especially the older ones that contain both classic/old books and newer ones) I feel as though they're mocking me. Loving literature makes ones brain hurt. And finally failure, imagine working so hard and the result is failure. What do you do if you're a failure? You curl up in the fetal position rock yourself back and forth while you descend into the darkness? I hope not! I'm working hard so I don't fail, but that ill idea lingers in my mind from time to time.
I chose this glorious image because it captivates the true essence of my personality, no matter what situation I may be in, I know I am my own best person. I can be confident being who I am, that's why in more cases than none, I am not afraid to humiliate myself in public. It's those who take chances that live thrilling lives. |
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